Inside of me is a thin girl... ME!

I’m sorry! But sometimes things just happen and there is nothing you can do about it!

A very good friend I haven’t seen enough lately just called. I almost cried, because with all going on in my life I haven’t had time for her and I miss her so much! She has so much going on as well and is so happy with her new boy friend, but she knows me and she knows that I’m not well, so it was like getting a kick in the stomach!

Going to work out after uni today..

Ps. I saw the guy for the first time after our talk last night. Eventually I just had to leave and go home, because I couldn’t see him without feeling hurt. When will things be better?

Today I bought two books, ”A Game of Thrones” and “The Hunger Games and Philosophy”

She said:

You should wear more dresses like that. You are not thin and you will never be thin and this really does wonders for your figure!

I don’t have to tell you how she made me feel with that comment, do I?

Went to a bar the other night and had a good time with an old fling. All was great until I desided to leave at 8 AM in the morning. He left at the same time and for a moment I think he thought about going with me home.

I still like him a lot, but he has a girl friend :(

Bike: 30 minutes

Crosstrainer: 45 minutes

Have you ever tried the Soup Diet? I’ll make a soup this Friday and try to live mostly of that for at least a week or two.

We finally talked last night and agreed to finish it as friends.

It was so hard to say, but I think we are okay. He doesn’t want to be more than friends and I’m ready to move on, so it was all for the best. I still love him :)

We haven’t talked yet, but I saw him Wednesday at the bar and he joined my class yesterday at our Easter bar.

I just know even more that I don’t want to lose him as a friend.